I’ve sat here in my cozy-yet-uncomfortable home for a long time now. I’ve had time to think, yet it doesn’t seem to be enough time. My craving for social interaction leads me to not being able to just push people away and think to myself. New interactions add to my need to make a choice.
I have the option of an incredibly nice guy. Mean girls could easily say he stereo-typically falls into the nice guy category. I suppose he just might. But I adore him nonetheless. He treats me nicely and I seriously doubt we’d ever get into a big enough fight to separate any time soon.
There’s also someone who just falls under the wtf category most of the time. No one knows how to really react to him, so I just take it as he probably means it, jokingly. I like him, and apparently this pisses off everyone. They don’t like him. He breaks all social boundaries. I suspect this is a shell. I’ve seen two sides to him and I like both of them anyway.
And then there’s also someone who I’m not sure even likes me that way. I’m too much of a wimp to ask. I don’t know how to react to the situation. If I ask him, and he is shocked (or knows) and likes me back, what do? If I ask him and he is shocked (or knows) and doesn’t like me back, that makes playing Halo so awkward. That’s all I do in the SC anymore.
Oh, and then there’s Claws. I’ve decided I shall nickname him Claws. I have no idea just yet why I lust after Claws besides his red hair. o.o”
What do what do…